If one more thing is added to my already frazzled mind, I’m going to explode. I just can NOT take this anymore. I’ve had it. Between work and personal life, I’m in overload. Finances are driving me insane. I try to save money, others spend it like it grows on trees. I think that is the main stress right now…trying to pay bills when the money just isn’t there.
Business-wise, we took on a new contract on July 1 and, while the money from that contract is going to be awesome, we won’t see any of it until the end of August. So, again bills are stacking up and no money is coming in to pay them. I’ve tried telling hubby this, but he doesn’t want to hear it. His feeling is that he works hard and he’ll spend money on fun stuff because “he deserves it”. Well, in my opinion, we all deserve to have a roof over our heads and food on the table too, but we’re not going to be able to have those things if he doesn’t quit buying his damn toys.
I’ve noticed that I have been spending a LOT of time online lately too instead of dealing with emotions. You know how easy it is to lose yourself in an online game of slots or solitaire when you don’t want to deal with reality? Pretty damn easy! I spend most of my evenings on Facebook, chatting with friends too. Easier to deny then deal.
Pat Hansen Said:
on July 17, 2009 at 3:07 am
I want to join your email list.