Leesa’s Life

I outlined in my last post how stressful things have been around here lately.  I was really hoping that by now I could say that things have calmed down, but unfortunately that is not the case.  If anything, it’s gotten worse.  I’m no longer the calm, happy person that I used to be.  When customers call, I know they can tell that I’m not happy to be answering their calls.   I hate that too because I do pride myself on doing a good job…usually…but now I just don’t care and I know that comes through.  EVERYTHING bothers me now.  I find myself snipping at the smallest questions.  I am not enjoying anything that I used to find fun in the past.  I am always tired, but can’t fall asleep at night.  Sleeping pills don’t even help.  I might fall asleep, but still wake up off and on throughout the night therefore making me even more tired the next day because the pill hasn’t worn off.  I don’t know what to do.  I just want time away!  I want to get back to my old self and actually enjoy my life, my family, even my job if that is possible.